leprosy...

I was just thinking…well I wasn’t really thinking as much as I was browsing myspace and, you know…my sis and i are some SERIOUS outcasts in our neighborhood! Let me explain…

I was on a family member’s page simply because her status message intrigued me, so curiosity got the best of me and I decided to check if she had any new pics up. No, she had none but the pic she had as her default had been commented on by plenty of people. Including this girl in the neighborhood who is disabled… Anyhoosen! I went on her page…she has a substantial amount of friends. Including my family, of course!

And it just got me to thinking, of course this sounds cruel but it’s true damn it!, how much must everyone hate us that they actually accept and hang out with a little armless girl but not my sister and me?! I mean don’t get me wrong I think it’s great that people like her and hang out with her and they accept and hang out with that lesbodian that used to look at me funny (like she wanted to hump me) and they accept and hang out with that girl who is a closet lezzer (not only accept actually but one of the neighborhood dudes impregnated)!!!

I mean if life was a game of elementary school baseball you would think we’d get picked before them…but no. I mean at this point we might as well be lepers!

LOL…I have too much time on my hands…

Paris

I refuse to have another let's hit up a club birthday celebration.

I'm turning 25 in November and I want to celebrate it by going away. And I don't want to go somewhere local.

I want to go to PARIS. So I checked on Expedia what kind of cheap deal I could get there's a flight+hotel package for $785.00. And I'm gonna do it...I was talking to my best friend about it and it seems like she'd want to come along. but then she shitted on the whole thing because

A. there were a couple of bad reviews of the place (overall rating is a 3.2 out of 5 aka GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!)
and

B. by saying we should bring her friend along because she speaks french.

what am I? Like I didn't study french for 3 years at Hunter?!

ugh...what's up with people? always feeling the need to bring someone else along? if i'm asking you to come it's because I want to share the experience with you. NOT you+1.

for that matter, she just shouldn't come at all...

I'll bring someone else or go by myself, fuck that shit.